So much has happened since Won died.
I've grieved. I've pulled myself back together. I've had help from friends, family and yes, even a professional.
And this spring, I remarried to a wonderful woman who understands that there is a "ghost" in my life; my memories of my late wife.
When we first married, Won and I thought we'd grow old together. When she got so ill, she started telling me that when she was gone that I should remarry. I thank her for that kindness, even as I protested when she said it.
My life now is pretty awesome, so I'm not complaining. However, there are times when I dream about yesterday.
When I’m tired and thinking cold
I hide in my music, forget the day
And dream of a girl I used to know
I closed my eyes and she slipped away
She slipped away
~ Boston, "More Than A Feeling"